Why again..Why ever, Why forever?

Agonising day, Confused thoughts..
A picture on the TV screen of people running , kids crying, blood all around ....Yesterday it was Kalka mail..today it was Serial bomb blasts!!
I m Sad, Confused, Angry, hurt and all the negative emotions are flowing thru my mind as i think about today..It has been arnd 12 hrs since the blast and my anger is nt yet subsiding..YYYYYYYYY is the question we all want to ask..Y now Y ever..Y do u hav to do that to innocent ppl and Be Happy abt it..
Anyways..Sounds like I am whining..But why not? arent all of us around doing the same thing??? that is what is the whole point of this blog that this cribbing is leading us nowhere...We are crying today, will be Kicking up a fuss tomorrow..creating a roar next week and then....Boo..Nothing Tada..It will be all over...we will Go back to our cocoons and sleep peacefully, till another blast or another shootout or a another scam shakes this country and Lo Behold! this vicious cycle starts again....
As of the moment Wat is exactly are we criticizing- We are criticizing govts, we are criticizing police we are criticizing cricumstances..abt nearly everyything we can lay the blame on..wat i don understand is that WHY? Has it given any results in the past that its gonna give any today.. What hav we achieved in past so many yrs of criticism??
We are blaming it on govt...Are we saying in past fifty yrs and more of independance..we have never been able to choose a govt properly. Is the public of India so ignorant and stupid..I Guess not…Is it the position that brings with it a unwritten books somehwhere that they don have to wrk for betterment of ppl..I guess not..then y does everything fall on their shoulders..
.Wat is that we want govt to do??? Come on roads start checking ur and mine bags bikes , cars , even umbrellas(Like in today's case ) and find out the bomb..Wat is exactly the expectation..
we expect police to protect us ....but do we cooperate with them at security chk points...How many of us have not bribed a police wala 50 rs while driving without license and getting caught..How many of us have not used the name of out commisioner uncle or a under secretary in govt to achieve results with them...Most probably most of us...
Today also somewhere somebody gt sold for that 50Rs ...somwhere sombody closed his eyes .But isnt it a long time habit installed by us....That one 50 on road that we gave somewhere came till here…
For one moment just think how did that bomb reach those places..Somewhere somebody unsatisfied with the govt tried to shake them..Why did the dissatisfaction arise..Didnt we in one way or the other were part of it..whether by giving donations to get a back door entry in a job or in a school..where most probably somebody thought righteously was theirs..Werent we at fault then..
We talk about terror....Why do u think it generated...From this kind of dissatisfaction right..Watever the reasons maybe...Somewhere the way this society has been drafted is the reason behind it...and we today can change it...if not finish terror a lil change in our attitude most prob can stop a person from being a future terrorist....
In today’s news one more incident caught the eye..a person getting murdered mid market by four people ….seen by fifty people recorded in a CCTV..is fifty a bigger number in strength or four..it seems the four stood out..because these fifty was all alone in their thoughts and these four united..Wish we were united there..Atleast one less news would have adorned the newspaper…Did we not rightly heard in our childhood “United we stand, Divided we fall.“
If we are united in our thoughts to change this society…then nothing can stop us..I don think I am discussing much…Just a
Lil' more civic sense , a Lil more cooperation with the govt..a lil less bribery..a lil less dependancy on those uncles in power.. and am sure lots of different ways which I am not able to even think this moment …might ..just might… go a long way ..so that another fifty yrs down the line our kids don have to lament..WHY..WHY..WHY!!