Everbeaten path of Life!!!

Don call me a artist, don call me a preacher. I am simply a philosphical beater...”

A heavy line, a heavy topic but thats where I lead to in times like this..Where my brains is leading me today too...bringing tinges of grey with the shades of orange and red..Life is beckoning me in its arms.

I am entering a valley of flowers where the mirage is most common ....Mirage of catching a flower which will never wilt...A flower which will never loose its color or fragrance...thts wat happiness is..As of the moment am dreading entering that land ..that valley that once crossed will lead me to a snow laiden mountain which will be heaven to me ..but too cold to handle...where no warmth prevails.. no colors..Only Black and white..only coldness though ending into a color of its own.

My world is too colorful for my own taste....As of the moment I am in a land of lots of greys..with hundreds of dot shaped colorful moments..Colors as vivid and vibrant as life ..and as dark as a moonless night-but atleast its a plain ever beaten path of life..with no ups and downs ..but now where this road is curving to? I do not like whats happening around me...its too fast..too crazy..,a revolution ,a cyclone thats taking me with it ...... I am leaving lots of things behind, Lots of dreams that I had to fulfill...lots of fears I had to conquer...Lots of moments that i had to live..Lots of friends whom I had to understand..Lots of cycles that I had to complete..
There is this feeling of incompleteness...I don know why..Its not the time or the place to describe all, But yes I will look back to all these moments with fondness and little regret ….I wish I was able to complete all the designated cycles and I would have flown with the wind with no looking back!

But this will not stop me from entering my own, My very own-Valley of flowers..Where a cool breeze awaits me..promises to lull me to a peaceful sleep which I have not gained in ages..where the colors are so full of life that they take u to a dream land which is surrounded by angels, But I ll be strong enough to resist this indulgence and be on my path to that highest peak from where I can see all the seven rainbows giving birth to the very own base colors of Life -better know as “VIBGYOR” 

Just praying to thee..let my journey be safe for people around ..:)

colors of life!

Remember ur first movie with ur dad...

Remember that time wen u got 2 out of 10 in a class test for the first time and u had to get that test paper signed by mom,

Or remember that moment wen first time u faced darkness alone....

remember the moment wen u were going to propose for the first time...

remember the moment wen u fell in love for first time..
Those feelings those thoughts had their importance at that time and today they don feel minor issues. Why so..simple colors of life which were govenrned by such small things have lost brightness now..Thats life i guess.


Life comes with varied colors to us and we as humans experience it and everytime think this is the darkest or the brightest and there next day we again see a lil brighter a lil more darker color.

My journey of life has shown me enriching colors and m still waiting to see more. :)

Priority in life!

Man.. A heaavy word to start a day with..but thts the word i was thrown at first thing in the morning by somebody i Know..I knew it was coming for some time..with lots of ppl coming and asking my abt my Priorities sometimes of the moment..soemtimes of the day...Suddenly i think today its of life itself..So todays questions was--Wats ur priority in life dear!!!
and Boom..the question is playing a boomerang in my head..banging and hitting all the walls but not coming to a specific answer..Have been thinking about it..wats mine or for that matters anybody's priority in life..
Family,Job, Money, Power - We have so many options to reply with..But m unable to sit on either one.Can u sit or pinpoint on one?
If u had asked me as of the moment..well truly frankly I would have said loads of documentation that I have to do at work..On second thoughts my Appraisal which for watever reasons i did nt do..or better still my non existent family life with my husband back in India..See so much to think....n so many priorities..how do i choose one..
For that matter My priority is a combination of money job family and power not in order.
I cant select one and stick to it and run for it and by it.
I need all at the sametime. And no thts nt greed I guess thats a Balance that we need to achieve. All of us strive to achieve
I don know how many amongst u will say that no thts not the case....We need money More then anything...or power or job or family.but tell me wat u need more then anything..than Will u live without other three if u get it...
Guess not. IF yes Would love to know from u ..Mine is a combination of all this ..WATS Ur's.

Long Long Long later I m coming to the scene for anything remotely like blogging.. Wat should I say..I was simply lost in the world of Computers with no time for Blogging..too busy in married life..Too busy with work...Too busy with friends!!!! So many reasons...All valid but yet UNTRUE!!!! Yup None of these are valid reasons for not blogging..Let me say the truth Did nt feel like it..n today..Y do i Do it???

Well nothing much....somebody asked me to thats Y !! As simple as that..no specific Reason nothing special happening.just a simple request from a friend and here I go..One more..read few blogs n thot I do write well..thn Y should I not do it..Plus one more of my frnds wanted to do it ..I thot before I tell him how to do it ..Let me practice it myself..N yes Amir Khan's blog inspired me(Ok..Thats nt true again!!!)

Now he requested me to blog but what should I blog about..I think we blog wen we really have soemthing to say...n nobody else to listen so we decide to put it on Paper..Oops no INTERNET!!!So that in this multi billion trillion population of people..somebody is gonna read it ...and then ..comment..we follow our own blog for somedays..n then forget about it!!! I don know abt everybody it mite nt be true for regular blogger also but yup true for people like me..We blog wen we feel like talking and have nobody to listen..

but then this is nt the reason for todays blog..Don ask me the reason again..I have already told u the reason above..Go and read from the start if u don remember!.

U know wat.I have actually something else to say too..actually lots...yup lots and lots happened in the past few months since I did nt blog..

Guess WAT...M in US..first happening

second GOT MARRIED!!!Biggest moment of life....n 

third thing..Don judge me on this ..But m still in US ...thts no surprise - Wats there to judge in it isnt it? Well there is..My husband is not here with me!!!..

Yup Me here all alone....For wat purpose Don ask me ..Am still wondering my self..Y do I do this...Money..No yaar..can get that in India too...Job Satisfaction ..can say so but nopes got that in India too..then wats the reason..Let me think...ummm...mmmm..

ok I guess its because Satyam sent me here.n no other company is hiring me in India ..and I cant leave job....Right..Sounds logical...

well thts the reason I tell everybody..sounds reason of a sissy and CAnt I find a job? people say m good at wat I do..atleast my manager does..I don knw ..M not gettng a diff job still :(....If u still think i should go bk to INdia..Help me getting a job!!![;)]

Wat else...Ok one more thing..Had a mixed yr..,met nice ppl..ya ya..Everybody is nice..And had fites with them too. its resolved..It strengthened my frndship with them..and gave me a new insight into people's mind too(Didnt I tell u before reading ppl's mind is my hobby!!! yup it is..Consider myself pretty good at it too..But anyways will talk abt it some other time!!!)

For today..Read it Comment it..N then like me forget it!!!!!