A restlessness..

Today ma peaceful life is restless not because of me but others....Can u beat that..no this storm is coming in other's life and i have somehow entangled myself in it..can anybody do that..i don know...my frnd was in big personal truble and i just helped him because i knew he was right...now i hav spoiled my personal professional relations..have done it rite or wrong...well guess i cant control my anger but do i have to if i am seeing wrong happening arnd me..do i hav to be a silent watcher...i cant be...i hav to meddle ..i don know thts how i m since always..meddling in others affairs if one rite side is getting weaker i have to ..just hav to..wat to do ..wat to say...well i m like that thts all...i hate this.....n then i hav my family to worry abt...don know wat to say about it..its just that i m worried n hence pouring my worries over here..
guess this phase keeps on coming in anybody's life...wat say...does it?

Ma Life

What has life become in the span of four years since i m away from home..today if i sit back and imagine i m nt atall am the girl who was there four yrs bk...my MBa my Job changed hell too much...some changes i like some i myself don like..but m nt ready to even change changes i don like ..can u beat that..all my over the yrs come and give me my good and bad points ..and i m still like hearing and forgetting..I m happy with myself ..but yes i know i cant be like this ever..i ll be lonely at one day in my life and that day is nt far.. is it?
me who after all these yrs values frnds most cant even keep them...no its nt about keeping them they r still there ..just i m moving too fast so they r Left behind ..wat else to say...as of the moment am feeling so lost, n here i always thought that i knew myself so well :)
well anyways guess just one more phase in life..Hope this will pass soon..but one thing for sure ..i m nt ready to change now..I ll change with my own time ..wen the need arises as of now I will not.

What is Love?

It seems like a vague topic and what i am gonna write will look like a complete stupidity in itself to most of u ..well i wouldn't blame u bcoz some time bk .. i thought the same ....but i m just writing it because i actually wanted to put my thoughts on paper about what i m feeling now.

Since my childhood would wonder about t his complex feeling....i would always think what is love...and how do we say we are in love or had a mutual attraction or a crush...

Guess what after twenty five years of my life i finally got the answer..

TO me now i realise love is a Possession, a completeness, a sense of peace and serenity, a sense of fulfillment and above all security. its like a blanket which protects us from all the ups and downs of life..a person truly in love will never feel any down of much depth and and he will

always be at a high where other ups of life will nt effect him/her. Finally today I feel I have reached such a high. And that gave me a understanding of love. We all might understand it differently, Please don misunderstand I am not saying I am the subject matter expert in it. but yes I have learnt and if u r truly in love somewhere u ll understand this today or tomorrow. This is one feeling that gudies my lfie and Hope u get it too!!!!!!!!!!!!!